Senior Year: Week 4

Week Four

Monday: Today there was no school because it's labor day so I slept in for the first time in a while which was amazing. I watched a lot of Netflix and RuPaul's Drag Race. I reviewed English, Physics, and Precalc. I also rehearsed all the music for Beauty and the Beast as well as ran through the entire script. I am back to a busy schedule tomorrow!

Tuesday: I had an odd burst of energy today! Ate at Val's w/ Danni. Afterwards at 5:30 I had a musical sing through with the orchestra and then we got a few pages into act two of blocking! Finally got home around 10:00!

Wednesday: I would like to call yesterday my final surge of energy before death because today I feel like POOP. Massive headache! School is kicking my butt! Went home after school and took a long nap because I felt so poopy! Then at 4:00 I went back to school and painted posters for volleyball. I'm actually pretty proud of the poster I made.

Thursday: Death is slowly becoming me. I auditioned for a song in LE and it went okay I think. Went home from school and took another power nap because I still have a massive headache! At 4:00 I had cheer practice again and we discussed ideas for homecoming and kids clinic the following night. After that at 6:00 I had musical rehearsal and we ran through the entire show and finished rough blocking the rest of it. I AM SO CONGESTED! I really need to hammer down these lines because I am terrified I'm going to forget them. Went home right away and studied for the physics test then slept.

Friday: Almost went home from school but I decided to push through the pain because it was Friday night lights. I auditioned for another song in LE but that went horrible because I am so sick, I was so disappointed in myself I started to tear up in class. I was tearing up because I didn't feel good and I was disappointed that I blew the solo audition because of it. I am coughing, breathing hard, and sneezing like no other. I got a 93% on my physics test. After school, I went home took a 3 hour nap and then showed up at 5:40 to cheer. I sat out the first hour or so because I wasn't feeling good. Shy gave me some soda to help my nausea, which I am so thankful for. But I felt very dumb just sitting there. I figured, I made it this far I might as well finish the rest of it out. So I got up and cheered the rest of the game. This was a bad decision. Towards the end of the game my energy really depleted, I was wheezing and coughing hard, girls around me were asking if I was okay and were telling me to sit down but I smiled through the pain because I made it this far and it was almost over. When it finished I started wheezing really bad, the coaches had me sit down and recuperate. I was crying because everything hurt and I had pushed myself too far. I was also scared because I had never breathed like that before. It was a really bad night. Needless to say, I made it home safely and SLEPT! 

Saturday: I slept the majority of the day. I ate a little bit of soup broth here and there but I didn't have an appetite. Feeling slightly better, breathing wasn't great but it was better than the night before. I just slept. 

Sunday: Honestly, I barely know where I am right now or what day it is, so I am glad I labeled the days on here in advanced. I am still recovering from whatever I had but I am feeling LOTS better, but that also just might be the very strong medication I am taking. I'm still feeling really achy and moving really slow. I've got a little bit of my appetite back. I can't seem to sleep, so I've just been watching Netflix and laying down resting. I finished some pre-calc homework. That's about it though. It's been a slow but eventful and painful week.